Long time no post

I have been busy...not really I just haven't felt like doing crap. I am feeling really confused about a lot of stuff.

I just had my 5th wedding anniversary and as happy as I should be, I really feel very opposite. I don't know what's going on with me but I need someone to talk to. I am just not happy right now. We had a great day together on our anniversary, went to dinner without the kid I had some really good drinks at Olive Garden, went to this place to play games and then went home, got the baby and watched a really awesome movie.

There are just so many things that Mike does that piss me off. He complains about having to get up with Brandon, forgets to let the dogs out..all day long, gets mad at me for stupid things. He barely calls me anymore and isn't very nice to me when he does. I just don't know what's going on. I want to be alone more than I want to be with him. I love being around Brandon, but I sometimes want to be without him too. It's making me really sad. I feel better when I talk about it but wish I had a friend to hang out with. I just want a friend that I can hang out with and talk to. I have no one. I am always with Mike or Brandon or both.

On another note completely off track......Brandon needed new shoes....I just got him a pair of skechers not too long ago..before Mike got back from Iraq I think it was April or so and got a size 6 1/2. Well Saturday, we went to the mall mostly to go to Bath and Body Works but we looked for new shoes for Brandon. Measured his foot and I wanted to cry. He is a size 8! Yes that's an 8!! I couldn't believe it! How did he skip a whole size and a half. Worse than that, here I am shoving his fat ol'e foot in a 6 1/2!! No wonder he was always taking his shoes off!!! Poor baby!!! How do you know when it's time for a new size? Other than measuring his foot, I would have never known. But he also doesn't fall nearly as much as before.

Oh well, I know there is greener grass somewhere......