aging

All weekend I was fighting this whole aging process. I didn't want today, the day I become 30 years old, to come. I was dreading it..loathing it in fact. But here the day is and now is almost over. I woke up feeling the same as yesterday, which can be good or bad considering I feel like I have not accomplished anything in my life. I feel like my life is mediocre, not up to it's fullest potential but am proud of the accomplishments I have made.

I have made it through 3 decades. I did not jump into the middle of one either. I was born in 1980 so I started and completed 3 decades. I thank my parents for bringing me into the world and raising me to be who I am today. Who I am today is a very strong, smart woman that loves everyone regardless of your race, religion or any differences. I was brought up that we are all people and to think about others before I do anything because my actions might hurt someone else in the process. Sometimes though, you have to do things and hurt others in the process even though you don't really want to.

Now that the day is here I am proud to be who I am. I am 30 years old! I don't look it or feel it which is the most important part and I have a wonderful group of friends and family that love me. I want to thank you all for making this birthday great. Thank you so much for being my friend!